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| Well this year has been full of many new adventures. I have lost two people in my life that were very important to me. Both my Uncle Mike and my Grandma passed away. These are the first two people in my life that have ever passed away and it has been really hard. Now it is time to face the holidays without these important people and that is going to be difficult. I have also changed school and homes and I am now engaged. Things have changed so much in the past year. I really hope that next year does not change as much as this year did. I am so excited about the future, but at the same time I am scared because there are so many directions that life could take and I a want to make sure I stay on the right path. I hope this next year turns out much better than this year was. Tomorrow is my birthday and it is going to be difficult because every year for my birthday my family would go over to my Grandma's house and make Christmas cookies. Well, this isn't going to happen this year and that is very sad. Well, sorry to sound so down. I know that life is amazing and there are so many awesome things to look forward to, but I feel like a huge hole has been ripped in my heart. I know that eventually the pain will go away, but from now one life is going to be totally different and traditions are going to change, but that is what life is all about, change. It is important to just stay strong and live life one day at a time :) | | |
| Wow, life is changing. I can't believe how much it has changes since last year. A lot is changing for the good, but some is chaning for the worse. I guess I just really don't like change and it can be scarry.
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| My Perfect Guy:
Find a guy who calls you "beautiful" instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who lies with you under the stars and listens to your heart beat, who stays awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who pursues you, who kisses your forehead, who insists on holding you around the waist, who can be your bestfriend and boyfriend at the same time. Keep the guy who wants to show you off to the world when you're in your pajamas and your hair is facing every direction, who thinks you're beautiful even without make-up, who turns to his friends and says, "That's HER."  | | |
| Well, school starts Tuesday and that means another semester full of busyness and deadlines. I can't believe that it is 2006. So far so good. This year has definently been better than last year. Last year I went through so much crap and crazy times. I am glad that is all over and I am able to start another chapter in my book of life. I feel that things are really beginning to get on track and I look forward to seeing what the future has in store for my life. Derek comes in like 9 days. This is so awesome. I can't wait to hang out with him and have him meet my friends and family. I am so super excited. I love him so much and I am very glad that I met him. Well, working in the Hole in the Hall has been kinda busy, and it is only going to get busier these next couple weeks. It seems like I have so much to do before the semester starts and I keep putting so much of it off. Well, I hope that everyone had an awesome break and is ready to begin a new semester....I know I am. | | |
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